Not sure anyone cares that much about me yet lol, but I'm very sensitive and need to say most things I have on my mind. So, I just wanted to explain that I can be in here and comment things and then not comment things for a long time. Hard to explain this in a different language, but if anyone ever would think that I didn't care about just them, that is not true. I'm just following my feelings to the extreme, and when I don't have the energy, then I just don't do things.

You can screenshot this, and when (if) you get to know me better, after a few years, then you can look and know the truth.

So, to all that have had birthdays that I've missed:

That is very kind of you - no worries whatsoever about missing a birthday, or anything else! We are very glad to have you here.

Just wanted to explain anyway.
I mean, if someone is sensitive, they might notice that sort of thing. So I just wanted to say something. I know it's a bit strange, but still.
It's almost Christmas, let's blame holiday feelings or something.

You can't imagine how happy I am to be HERE, Well perhaps you actually can. When you need to escape the harsh climate of the entire internet, where do you go?
Well, here of course. OK, not ALL other places are bad of course. Nothing is that black or white in life. But you know, this is a special place and even if this post is a bit silly to some, it was necessary for my own well-being.

I'm just glad to see you whenever you can! I thought you were busy making game #2!

"and when I don't have the energy, then I just don't do things"

I so get this!!

I don't think your post is silly. We all need to do things sometimes for our "own well-being".

Haha, Ana. Yes, I'm working on it, but the feelings rule there as well. So it can be very intense, and then nothing at all. I can't explain it, but I don't really need to as long as it still works. And I did finish the first one, so I know that I can finish things.

Thanks oldbroad. Yeah, I do it because there might be someone who have felt overlooked. But also for myself yes. Truth is very important for me, to tell it and to be open. I feel it's just easier that way. No one should ever have to guess what I feel. They should know it, since I say it.
I got a bit philosophical there lol. But thanks for not thinking it's silly. We should all focus on ourselves more. If we do what feels right, then how can we do wrong?

Kim the fact that you are posting to explain shows how much you do care! Don't ever forgot we all care about you too as part of our GB family. We are here for each other and that's all that matters.

You are one of us and we care about you! Remember that!

Thank you Gerry. It's so easy to misunderstand things, so I just wanted to have it said you know. I'm glad to be one of you. Feels great!

Thanks for the nice thoughts, RebKean. Always nice to see you here. We cab all identify with those 'feelings' of ups and downs. Some days I just want to SIT and stare. Other days, I have to be up and out and doing something. Might be the weather and ours is usually so awesome. Gray days get to me. This is a great place to find friendly people with no fear of criticism no matter how silly we get. And I do love silly!

I forgot to reply to you Sorta Blonde! Thank you, and I'm the kind of person who can over think stuff, so I imagine that everybody does that. They do not lol. But it's good to hear that I'm not the only "feeling" kind of person anyway. And silly is great! I can be too silly, but I hope in time people will recognize the silliness. I think I can sound really mental at times, but actually, I try to be funny a lot.
Doesn't always work though ...