Dee, luv, words can't express how much I admire you for all the strength with which you've faced all the trials you've had. I know that you'll get through this one too, hard as it seems at the moment. My thoughts are expressed in the song "You'll Never Walk Alone" -- for the benefit of some of our younger members, who may not be familiar with it, here are the words:
When you walk through a storm, hold your head up high, and don't be afraid of the dark.
At the end of the storm is a golden sky, and the sweet silver song of the lark.
Walk on through the wind, walk on through the rain, though your dreams be tossed and blown.
Walk on, walk on, with hope in your heart, and you'll never walk alone--you'll never walk alone.
When you walk through a storm, hold your head up high, and don't be afraid of the dark.
At the end of the storm is a golden sky, and the sweet silver song of the lark.
Walk on through the wind, walk on through the rain, though your dreams be tossed and blown.
Walk on, walk on, with hope in your heart, and you'll never walk alone -- you'll never walk alone.
WE'RE ALL WITH YOU, SWEET DEE.... 